Sports is my life, without it i'm depressed not knowing what to do or where to go. I could starve and go through any kind of pain for my love Sports. but there's something greater than that or anything or anybody I might love that is God! Jesus christ who came to save me from the wretched hell that Satan made. I'd stop anything I enjoyed or loved for Him thats how great he is without Him I'd be dead cause I would of killed myself. He has forgiven me of all I've done and has forgotten them in the sea of forgettfullness since I've asked for forgiveeness of them. I've devoted my life to God, I've wasted 14 years of my life bieng luke warm and not being on fire or only doing it Domingo and Mericoles! I have to be it all week not just Sunday and Wensday thats not His purpose for us its greater than that if were on fire for Him and if we are not on fire for God you will still go to hell cause he canot let half of Satan in or a dirt bride in a torn dress (write about in next journal) We have to commit our lives to God NOW! or else it'll be to late. You think you're not going to die but you never know if you're gonna go back home and take off those shoes you put on this morning. So commit your life to God be saved and decide burning lake of fire fore eternity or wonderful beatuiful heaven for life!